If I could be

If I could be a floating cloud
I'd soon fill up with rain

If I could be a vehicle
I'd be a runaway freight train 

If I could be a colour
Out of the charming rainbow stack

I would be, religiously, 
The best of bible black

If I could be a flower
I'd wilt under the sun

If I could be a weapon 
I'd be a loaded gun

If I could be an instrument
I'd be a broken tambourine

If I could be a filmstar
I wouldn't be in this scene

If I could be a planet
I'd be empty of all life

If I could be the universe 
Who'd be the universe's wife?

Just another tragedy who dreamt of holding it all
Dreamt of cradling the atmosphere between her fingers like a ball

I dreamt of her last night 
and if I could be a dream

I would be a nightmare
In fact I am, or so it seems