Glue #24

like a fragile fruit
  I'm destined to be bruised
I walk out in the moonlight
in far-scrapped yesterday's shoes
   I read the news
that a body like mine
  is born to
      be buried in junk
I'm caught in a rut +
   trapped in a funk
like a multicolour skunk
I repel 
    my fairweather friends
I'm in hell 
    imagining the end

here's what it comes down to
  I feel magical inside 
maybe I'm dillluded 
a victim of my pride
but sometimes when I'm on my own
I just can't help but think
surely I'm worth more than this
             circling the sink
   one foot in the drain
leaning to salvation
liberation on the brain
what's my pain? 
        you know it
I bet you've felt it too
I'm dreaming of a getaway car
   of an escape pod
         to somewhere in the sun
a hotrod
   a vehicle of destiny
I'm trying to make
     the best of me +
if I spend another
       fucking second
  where I am
 floating in a tin can
marooned in the wild blue
   can you predict
           just what I'll do?
Here's a clue
  it starts with a gun +
         ends with you