I have seen it all
when I gaze
your beautiful rays
they pierce my body
split me in two
I capsize
what is that between your eyes
some alchemic spell
you lift me out of permanent hell +
yet still
I feel
you bury me
I've seen the earth
the sun + sea +
in this exact moment
I could die
the happiest death
the light
oh the light from your skin
the almost nothing hairs
the shape of your smile
if you laughed then I'd forget
I have no regrets
except one
that you know +
another I'll never tell
I can't watch
your out-of-this-world
godlight factory my god how
are you human?
I believe I was born to see +
chronicle your every line
portion out my time
in loving you
slowly
with words +
in my mind
I can't shake it
help me loose
you're a diamond
in my tooth +
if I could hold you for just one second I know I'd forget all the pain of the world so just let it happen
I
am
begging
you
to let me through
your darknight shield
I am feeling destiny
on my fingertips +
in my heart
I'll lie down dead
dearest dread
I'm here to say
I love you in every single way
if this is what a lovesong sounds like
I'm sorry my throat is dry
I could be your guy
or maybe
just a twinkle of
starlight in your eye
the mirror you hold
when your dreams unfold
you see clearly
behind the gloom
behind the dreary
the aching
drapes that say
the sweetest grapes
we had
in a future not yet
happening
in a corner of
space + time
if you
accept
what I wrote just now
maybe
it's possible
somehow
joy will come streaming
at every angle
like beams of heaven
or a rainbow I held inside
until it made me sick
- suddenly I know
you can be my angel
in the heavenly parking lot
where my soul is at rest +
currently on tow
